I won`t be denied this time before I go out of my mind over matters.
And every time you crave for me, I`m here
And anything you hunger for, I`ll share
And I will be quietly standing by, while slowly I am dying inside
My uniform never fit so good…
Peculiar I guess you think I got it all going my way
But then why am I such a fucking mess?
And if you don`t like what you see, well, you can`t teach a blind man to see..
Waking up is harder when you wanna die; my life is shit and piss
I`m the shit, the descent into madness
You can keep all your money, `cause you say that you must
But if you think that it matters, take a look at me
And don`t close your eyes as I turn into dust
It`s getting dark a little too early
I`ve got a sky that looks like heaven, got an earth that looks like shit
And it`s getting hard to tell where what I am ends,
and where what they`re making me begins…